Vague: not clearly defined, grasped, or understood

May 1, 2008

and im giving in
with a fight.
the clocks hands have passed 12 on so many nights..

but for once i actually hear..
tick
tock.

as i lay here pacifying myself trying to act like i don't want you
here.
only because i don't NEED you here.
since I've always felt alone anyway.

hm.

i wonder how you got here.
i doubt your ticket said my name on the line of "destination".

but you are here.

do i need another teenage love affair.

trying so hard to be unlike the rest...
with efforts that aren't noticed and a heart left behind.

im 16 again.. only with less time to spare.

sometimes i wanna give in today... because tomorrow won't be there.

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